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Long text post ahead. Day 4, 5 and 6.

Day 04 - Your views on religion.

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

Day 04.

For all my life, Religion has had a major role and influence on how I am today. My mom was what you can call “an extreme Buddhist” I spent a majority of my life becoming dedicated to this religion, even becoming a strict vegetarian for 13 years. Now, as of these current days, I prefer not to put a label on my religion simply because I agree and disagree with many aspects and perspectives of many religions. 3 of my really close friends are devoted Christians, so I get plenty of information from them. Another of my closest friend is an Atheist, I would also get plenty information from him. Point is, is that I prefer to just learn from many religions, and kinda base my views and morals on many of them and at the same time avoid being biased. :P

Day 05.

Suicide…. For a brief period of struggle, Suicide seemed to be an only option to escape the conflict between my mind and body. It was mentally and physically tiring, the stress I had gone through. Luckily, I was too much of a coward to end my own life, and I would always think of the consequences. I’m pretty sure everyone have ran into “that” dark moment in your life, but as long as you get back up, it shows that your willing. Suicide is a cowards way out.

Day 06.

30 Interesting facts? Lets gooo

1. My Dad plays Call of Duty more than I do

2. I tend to make situations really awkward.

3. I never take my own advice

4. I have a fat lazy Chihuahua

5. I rarely wash my jeans

6. I tell people different things when they ask about my ethnicity

7. I am in love with a Kpop Star

8. I am a virgin in all aspects

9. I am a Comic Book nerd

10. I can barely pronounce my own Middle Name

11. I might possibly have arthritis in my right knee

12. I am usually the youngest amongst my group of friends

13. The smell and taste of artificial blueberries gives me a headache

14. Stitch is my favorite cartoon character ever

15. I make weird noises to my dog when I’m home alone

16. I hold my pencil uniquely compared to many people

17. I am generally shy

18. I am oblivious to many things

19. I love Thai Tea

20. My first band I have ever gotten into was “Daft Punk” back in Sixth Grade

21. I am very bad at speaking out

22. I am one of the few people that still use a “zune”

23. 4 of my cousins are within the same age group as I am.

24. I am an only child

25. My car is missing the driver’s seat door handle

26. I can’t eat seafood

27. I tend to sing in a very high voice

28. I love the smell of alcohol

29. I’ve only had one girlfriend

30. I sleep with a night light

DONE.

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.

My views on drugs and alcohol. Well, for one, i’m not necessarily against it, but I won’t promote it. Its obvious that these things are bad, but hey, if you manage to get a kick from it I won’t stop you. Just dont get hooked :P

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.

In 10 years…. hmmmm…. I honestly haven’t really decided. Ive always wanted to shoot myself in the entertainment industry, becoming a self proclaimed DJ and Producer, and even starting my own entertainment company. But of course, for all these too happen, you have to be very talented, smart and well….. very lucky. So things are unclear. For the more, sophisticated/boring road, I’d like to see myself with some sort of college degree (still debating) and become financially stable. I don’t know…. 10 years is a lot to think about. I just want to have fun xP

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Bluebells in spring~

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Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

Day One.

Hmmmm…. I’ve managed to stay single for quite awhile now so I haven’t really established a craving to get into a relationship. I mean, life’s been fair to me so I cant really ask for more. I do miss having this sort of mutual feeling for that special someone though, I mean it’d be nice if I could do various activities if I were in a relationship. Oh well, If something happens, it happens. :P

30 Day Challenge!

Doing these again, just cause. Haha

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Day 04 - Your views on religion.

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.

Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.

Day 14 - Your earliest memory.

Day 15 - Your favourite tumblrs.

Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.

Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.

Day 18 - Your beliefs.

Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.

Day 20 - How important you think education is.

Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.

Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?

Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.

Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.

Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.

Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.

Day 27 - A problem that you have had.

Day 28 - Something that you miss.

Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.

Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.

Its Strange…

But I feel as if I wronged a really close friend of mine. Conversation is blunt and vague, and it doesnt seem to progress anywhere unless I drag it. Maybe its because im completely oblivious of my own actions, but I cant seem to pinpoint any events that could cause such a tense and awkward atmosphere. Maybe I might be over thinking and this person is going through something, but its bothering me. I hope I manage to find some answers soon.

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Flashback by Calvin Harris.


So this was declared the official theme of spring break from Ryan.

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Spring break 2012.

Lmao. Possibly the best Spring break ive ever had.

Started off with Me and two other friends violently avoiding the rain to get Mary’s cupcakes and oreo balls prepared. I couldve have asked for any other spring break. It was such a laid back experience for me, compared to any other. Having the house to myself for a day, taking the van out, getting a haircut and eating El Salvadorian food. Another day where it was Memorial mall and eating amazing corn from a local food vendor in front of a laundromat. Playing Pool and bowling, then an intense scramble back home at 2AM in the morning. FUSION bar and finding “seabugs” in our batch of Crawfish. Making “blolololp” noises constantly and staying up til 4 on OMGPOP. There’s just so much that occured, and im glad I took full advantage of my Spring break. Now it ends, with the clothes in the dryer as I type this mess of a paragraph up. :P Sad to think this is my last Spring break as a high schooler.